07-27-2017, 09:05 AM
He sharply inhaled as his body instantly tensed up at the words and his head began moving from side to side in disagreement. His arm closest to his ear wrapped itself over his head as a leg bent upward to cover his face from the side.
His voice burst out somewhat louder, but very shakily from between his limbs as his other hand slammed against the ground. "Please...don't. It could have been avoided had I just not been a stubborn child and stayed home. I was so fuckin' stupid. I wanted out. But if I would have been there when she needed me...I could have done.......something else."
A few tears amidst the sweat upon his face hit the ground for only a few seconds before his head raised up just enough to look outward over the ruin. The sadness in his eyes quickly turned to a quick rage. "...and then came that damned Warrior of Light. He took away what last chance I had to apologize to her. And he did it like it was absolutely nothing to him and no one blinked an eye. In fact, he was applauded...like he was just slaughtering some animal in the wild. And all I could do is watch. Again. Like a worthless coward." He said as his anger began to just wither into guilt again.
His voice burst out somewhat louder, but very shakily from between his limbs as his other hand slammed against the ground. "Please...don't. It could have been avoided had I just not been a stubborn child and stayed home. I was so fuckin' stupid. I wanted out. But if I would have been there when she needed me...I could have done.......something else."
A few tears amidst the sweat upon his face hit the ground for only a few seconds before his head raised up just enough to look outward over the ruin. The sadness in his eyes quickly turned to a quick rage. "...and then came that damned Warrior of Light. He took away what last chance I had to apologize to her. And he did it like it was absolutely nothing to him and no one blinked an eye. In fact, he was applauded...like he was just slaughtering some animal in the wild. And all I could do is watch. Again. Like a worthless coward." He said as his anger began to just wither into guilt again.