05-19-2020, 11:29 PM
"Jack, I know I'm not the same as your Drew. I know I have no right to ask you anything at all even. I just need to know however. Do you know my past? Do I ever pull together enough to start getting through all this?
I know I'm broken. I want to be able to tell them.
I'm just afraid. I don't know if I want them to treat me differently."
Drew quickly hit send on his phone before he could even think about it. He stared for a few seconds at the square in his hand. Old thoughts and feelings bubbled around in his head. He fought down the instinct to find Eli or to start painting and sat on his bed instead. He gripped the phone tighter and swung his legs up to lay down. He stared at the ceiling and took a deep breath.
"I hope I don't get the answer I'm afraid of."
I know I'm broken. I want to be able to tell them.
I'm just afraid. I don't know if I want them to treat me differently."
Drew quickly hit send on his phone before he could even think about it. He stared for a few seconds at the square in his hand. Old thoughts and feelings bubbled around in his head. He fought down the instinct to find Eli or to start painting and sat on his bed instead. He gripped the phone tighter and swung his legs up to lay down. He stared at the ceiling and took a deep breath.
"I hope I don't get the answer I'm afraid of."