Appearing Characters: Altruis Shadowsong, Arthak Saurfang, Driana, Elfbane, Kel'danath, Levia Blackflight, Nethrandamus, Nyxxa Murkthorn, Rak'Symma, Sol'chi, Thalyssra Dusklily, Theryn, Velameestra Windrunner (Simulacrum), Volpin, Zar'Kaa
November 30th
Arthak brought Elfbane back to the area that had been serving as their rendezvous point. Arthak said he had some questions for him, and asked questions about an elf that matched Kel’danath’s description. It was obvious Elfbane was not smart, but Arthak was able to simplify some of the descriptions.
One of the heads said that he thought the elf was around. He used scary magics to scare them away sometimes, but they had chased him. One time they had wrecked his house because the elf hit them with magic. Arthak asked where the house was, but the ettin said they didn’t remember. They argued about which direction the house might have been.
Arthak Saurfang says: Heads. It would be very good for every one involved if you came to a consensus of where the house was.
Elfbane stopped and looked at him and said they thought it might have been in the middle.
Meanwhile, Rak’Symma was trying to pick up Kel’danath’s trail from the area she had found his flask. She used [Wild Cunning], and a strange, horned rabbit with small wings had appeared to help guide her to some sites of interest. It seemed that the tracks she had found was in the same direction that Elfbane was guiding Arthak and the others. A few very young, baby faerie dragons had also manifested to help Rak’Symma, though they were bringing her things like nice sticks.
Nyxxa had arrived with Volpin, who was thanking her for her intervention and rescue. Nyxxa explained they were gathering people that were interested in chasing the roving nightborne out, and she asked if he was interested in helping.
Volpin says [sylvan]: Though the people of this village have changed, I still watch over it. If you chase out these outsiders, you will have my aid. The people of this village bestowed me the name Volpin the Elusive.
Nyxxa thanked him and called him an honored spirit before bowing, but Volpin corrected he was no spirit, he was a denizen of the woods like she was, but he thanked her for her kindness. Nyxxa explained they were also looking for Kel’danath, and Volpin confirmed he knew of him. He originally watched him to ensure he treated the ruins with respect.
Volpin says [sylvan]: He was… unique. I decided he was not dangerous. However… he too changed. He was different from those that once lived in this place, and those that now dwell here do not speak. They simply hunt. For a time, he spoke. He gathered the others. Eventually, he ceased to speak.
Nyxxa Murkthorn says: Is that something you’ve seen happen to others?
Volpin says [sylvan]: Few who come to this place speak.
Nyxxa Murkthorn says: So he’s the only one you’ve seen?
Volpin says [sylvan]: There were others in the past. When those who hunted were fewer in number.
Nyxxa Murkthorn says: We’re also looking for someone named Farodin.
Volpin says [sylvan]: The Valewalker, yes. He speaks, though infrequently. I know of him, though we do not speak. He travels much. It is difficult to say where he may be. The disturbances far away… that which borders the sea has drawn his attention, but so too does the ancient burrows in the island.
Nyxxa asked if Volpin could help them locate Kel’danath, and Volpin said he could take them to where Kel’danath once nested. However, Nyxxa got the sense there was not really any good news waiting at the end of the trail.
Sol had decided to help Arthak triangulate where Elfbane was leading them. He managed to find two more working arcane wards that Kel’danath had created to keep the withered away. They also found one last note pinned under one of the wards.
Day 40: A massive ettin trampled through my workshop at Koralune Manor. Scared him away with magic. Have a feeling he will be back…
As the groups fully joined up, the various sources led them to Koralune Manor. They drew their weapons and cautiously stepped through the ruins of the home. They entered what was once an atrium or study, but now it was crumbled from time and damage from Elfbane. They saw smashed glass with piles of arcane dust and torn up and burned notes. Huddled in the corner, hissing, was a withered with long, silky white hair that had been thinned and torn away. He was wearing torn remnants of an outfit that was once perhaps well made. He was clutching something in its claws, and it was growling almost defensively. Behind him was another withered that was just standing and watching them. There was a cord bracelet with a small metal tag on his wrist.
Sol'chi says: I… guess we found him.
Nyxxa winced, and nodded.
Nyxxa Murkthorn says: I suppose so…
Sol looked around and found some intact notes that appeared to have been crudely attached to the wall in plain view. It appeared to be a last note.
Day 50: It’s dark. I can barely see the page anymore, and the thirst… this endless thirst. I released my subjects, I can no longer protect them. My spellstone… please… someone… use it to carry on my work. This will be my last entry.
It was written in an actively shaking hand.
Nyxxa asked if there was a feasible way to bring them back with them, and Sol suggested a demiplane or coaxing them onto his ship. Altruis pointed out that the notes mentioned a spellstone, and that was perhaps what Kel’danath was clutching to and it could be used to calm him.
Sol held out his hand toward Kel’danath and conjured some magic to try and coax him forward so he could try and slip the spellstone away from him. For a brief moment, Kel’danath’s instinct to protect the other withered faltered, and he lunged for the magic. With Nyxxa’s help, they were able to free the spellstone from Kel’danath’s grip.
Sol looked at the spellstone, and Kel’danath lunged for him again. Altruis intervened, giving Sol the chance to examine the item more closely. It appeared to work like a [Soothe] spell for withered. Sol activated it, and the object lit up.
Kel’danath stopped struggling against Altruis. He was still defensive of the other withered, but it seemed he had become more docile.
Sol'chi says: Kel’danath, you’re safe with us. We’re going to bring you back to Thalyssra in a safe place. You’ll be safe.
Sol produced the coin Thalyssra had given them, and Kel’danath hesitantly approached and snatched the coin from his hand. He looked at it, then held it to his chest tightly, and then looked at Sol again. Kel’danath walked over to the other withered and grabbed the other withered by the arm to nudge him back towards the group. He was still clutching the coin.
Sol'chi says: We’ll get you back to her safe. Maybe we can get you fixed up.
Sol reached out a hand, and Kel’danath flinched, but he didn’t back off any further. Arthak informed Elfbane they were going on a trip, and the group fanned out to find anything useful that remained in the manor. They found several spell scrolls, and Nyxxa asked Levia to inform Thalyssra they were returning with Kel’danath as well as one other withered. Thalyssra replied that she was glad they found him, one way or another, and she would find some place to keep them.
Nyxxa Murkthorn says: I thought it was a good thing to warn her.
Levia Blackflight says: Yeah, we need to wait for Zar’Kaa anyway. I mean, unless we want to leave him…
Nyxxa Murkthorn says: Levia.
Levia Blackflight says: I know, it was a joke.
Sol discussed the logistics of bringing an ettin back to Shal’aran, as they couldn’t get directly into the safe haven and Elfbane was very large. Arthak said he wanted to speak with Elfbane more, but decided he could just talk to him now as they had time waiting for Zar’Kaa.
Arthak Saurfang says: So, Elfbane, are you the biggest of your people in these lands? Be honest.
Elfbane says: Close. We bigger than most. But… no there’s a couple others that are bigger.
Arthak Saurfang says: You were hunting by yourself. Do most of your people do that? Or is one or a few the others follow?
Elfbane says: Most of us don’t really get along around here. Not these ones at least. I’ve heard about ettins getting along. About kings and such. But we ain’t nothin’ like that.
Arthak Saurfang says: Good to know.
Elfbane says: You get big, and you get bigger, and then the others can’t kick you out of your territory. That’s how things work around here. And if we got bigger, then no one would kick us out of our territory.
The other head countered that nothing stopped Arthak.
Arthak Saurfang says: I am bigger, Elfbane.
The ettin looked at Arthak, confused.
Arthak Saurfang says: There’s more than one kind of big, my friend. Here, let me show you.
Arthak fetched a scale from one of Kel’danath’s work tables and placed a big rock on one side. He put a bunch of smaller rocks on the other side.
Arthak Saurfang says: Big. Big in numbers. I am big in knowing. I know many things, so many I am bigger than you can see.
Elfbane still seemed confused.
Arthak Saurfang says: I have an idea for you, Elfbane, to help you be big, to help all your people get bigger.
Elfbane says: What’s your idea?
Arthak gestured to the scale.
Arthak Saurfang says: All the small rocks outweighed the big one, right?
Elfbane says: Yeah…
Arthak Saurfang says: Enough small things can become bigger than you.
Elfbane says: Uh huh…
Arthak throws more rocks on the big side of the scale.
Elfbane says: So you want Elfbane to find more rocks?
The other head countered he was talking about something else but demanded to know what the rocks were supposed to be.
Arthak Saurfang says: Other ettins. Big people. You.
Elfbane says: Oh! You think we should get the ettins to listen to us.
Arthak Saurfang says: Something like that, yes. And I can help you.
Elfbane says: Can you show us how you punched our knee like that?
Arthak Saurfang says: Oh. Sure. The trick is to hit it on the side. Knees aren’t supposed to bend that way.
Elfbane says: Oh! So you want us to get the other ettins on our side. Why do you want that?
Arthak Saurfang says: Because I want you on my side.
Elfbane says: Oh, because you’re bigger in the weird rocks way!
Arthak Saurfang says: Yes. I know I don’t look bigger, but there are sneaky kinds of big. I’m bigger than I look.
The two heads looked at each other.
Elfbane says: So if you’re sneaky big, and we’re big big, but you can become big big… then maybe we can become sneaky big.
Arthak Saurfang says: I can show you.
Elfbane says: I have an idea. What if we find the other ettins, and we tell them about the sneaky big, and then if they don’t listen, we hit their knee caps and remind them we’re also big big!
The other head nodded.
Elfbane says: You think that would work?
Arthak Saurfang says: I’d say it would. And tell them, before you knee cap them, tell them you know someone that can make them all bigger.
Elfbane says: I can think pretty big! We’ll try it. And, if you come around again, we can show you how big we got. We can stop bothering the elves… should we make the others stop bothering them too?
Arthak Saurfang says: That’s a good idea. Already sneaky big.
Elfbane says: What are we supposed to do about our name? We’s called Elfbane, but if we ain’t baning elfs… that’s not a good name.
Arthak Saurfang says: Already smart. If you get the other ettins together, I can show you how to be friends with the elves. Think of how big you’ll be with all the small things.
Elfbane says: You think I can get the elves to listen to me?
Arthak Saurfang says: I can get you there.
Elfbane says: Alright, we’ll start with the ettins. What name though? Elf…friend?
Arthak Saurfang says: The elves would like that.
Elfbane says: What about Bonecrasher or Roofsmasher?
The other head said those were stupid.
Elfbane says: Not our fault we never had a name!
Arthak offered to give them a name, and the ettin suddenly got bashful because he wasn’t sure if it was right for them to give themselves names.
Nyxxa Murkthorn says: You can absolutely give yourself a name!
Elfbane says: You can just give yourself a name?
Nyxxa Murkthorn says: Several if you want!
Elfbane says: I thought your parents had to!
Nyxxa Murkthorn says: Nope!
Elfbane says: How does that work?
Sol'chi says: Sometimes they die before they can.
Elfbane was completely flabbergasted that they were allowed to give themselves a name without their parents assigning them one. Sol suggested the Kneecapper, the Throngler, Big and Small… Arthak said they had time to think about it. Elfbane said they would after they slept because the thinking tired them out.
Arthak Saurfang says: Fair. Go do what I taught you, Elfbane. I’ll find you soon.
Elfbane started to discuss between their heads how Arthak was going to find them as they started to wander away, arguing who was going to become sneaky big first. Arthak looked somewhat wistful.
Arthak Saurfang says: So this is how Gul’dan felt all the time. Well. That’s taken care of. We’ll have ettins soon.
Nyxxa, meanwhile, was speaking to Volpin about their plans and the fact they were planning on traveling a fair distance away. She gave a landmark, and he acknowledged it was far from his hunting grounds, but he still knew the lands well and he was willing to accompany them if needed.
Nyxxa asked if he was perhaps able to find the Valewalker and give him a message to go to Shal’Aran. Volpin nodded and said he could do so. He had a debt to her, and he would repay it. Ultimately he learned a valuable lesson, as the outsiders were wiley and strong with strange abilities. He knew now he couldn’t stop them alone. He wasn’t used to hunting in a pack, but nature must adapt. At Sol’s urging, Nyxxa also asked if Volpin had seen a man named Chen, and she described a pandaren. Sol shifted into a pandaren, and Volpin said such a man passed through many moons ago. He had been interested in collecting fruits, but he moved through the area and he didn’t know where he went.
Volpin took off, and at that moment, Zar’Kaa returned, having successfully lost the nightborne that had been trailing him. He was quickly apprised of what had happened while he caught his breath.
Zar'Kaa says: Well, I’ll tell you one thing about nightborne, they don’t fucking take a lunch break!
Sol'chi says: They’re probably worse off than you.
Nyxxa Murkthorn says: Also it’s breakfast time!
Zar'Kaa says: Well, sorry I missed the fun, and that we were too late.
Nyxxa Murkthorn says: No matter when we left, it seems it would have been too late.
Zar’Kaa said it was good they had a path forward, and Levia said she was glad Zar’Kaa didn’t get caught because it would have been a pain in the ass to bust him out. Zar’Kaa commented he would say something witty, but he was too tired.
Sol used [Teleport] and whisked the entire group plus the withered back to the outskirts of Shal’Aran. They headed back inside and Thalyssra met them. She approached Kel’danath and put a hand on the side of his face.
Thalyssra Dusklily says: I’m sorry my friend. I wish that I would have stepped in and done something to help you sooner, but I’ll make sure your research goes to good lengths, and we’ll give you as good a life as we can.
Kel’danath looked up at her with an aimless glowing stare. Thalyssa looked at the other withered.
Thalyssra Dusklily says: You must be Theryn. Lets make sure we can get them somewhere safe. I found a cavern down below that I believe will be sufficient to hold them and any others we bring to safety. It’s this way.
It appeared Kel’danath was a bit jumpy of the area as it repelled withered, but Theryn was completely unaffected. However as Theryn and the spellstone were brought closer to him, it seemed that he calmed down again. The group filled Thalyssra in on what had happened as they headed down to the cavern she had mentioned.
Sol mentioned that Nyxxa had been able to get arcwine from one of the raiding parties, and Nyxxa pulled it out.
Thalyssra Dusklily says: By the stars! This is the better part of a keg! I could kiss you, this is incredible! We’ll ration this carefully for myself, Runas, and any others. We’ll try to make this last as long as we can, but this is instrumental until we can get a more direct line from the city… this plus ancient mana we can scavenge will save lives. Thank you so much for that!
Nyxxa Murkthorn says: Don’t… make an offer like that so lightly!
Nyxxa blushed and Thalyssra chuckled.
Nyxxa Murkthorn says: But it’s no trouble. We were in a good place to manage it.
Thalyssra Dusklily says: You may have done more than you think. This will also limit how long that patrol needs to stay away from the city.
Zar'Kaa says: Perhaps this won’t be the last time we raid one of their arcwine stores then.
Thalyssra Dusklily says: It’s a viable target, though often well-guarded.
Sol'chi says: Also Zar’Kaa, thanks for acting like a distraction. But remember, that spell doesn’t change your voice! Keep that in mind! By the way, Thalyssra, he definitely turned into you.
Thalyssra chuckled.
Zar'Kaa says: I never used the spell before! But, I think I captured your poise, Miss Thalyssra, so I’m sure that’s something.
Thalyssra Dusklily says: I’m sure you did me proud.
As they entered the cavern, they could smell natural air filtering in. There were a number of small pools and moss-like grass around. It seemed to have been some sort of watershed, but most interestingly there was a carved stone that appeared to be a very old version of a kaldorei standing stone. There was some amount of ancient, ambient magic in the area. The pools were probably not even a fraction of the power as the ones Senegos bathed in, but the ambient magic was at least a good safe place for the withered.
Nyxxa Murkthorn says: Do you know what this place is?
Thalyssra Dusklily says: I don’t, no. It seems like some sort of ancient site.
Nyxxa Murkthorn says: I know there are similar things in kaldorei lands, but I don’t remember what they are for. We can ask one of them when we meet up with them again.
Thalyssra Dusklily says: When Lady Kilnar and the others return, perhaps they can date when this was created. It seems even more ancient than the facility above. I have to wonder if this was something even older.
Zar'Kaa says: So this would predate the war?
Thalyssra Dusklily says: The facility above predates the war. This predates even that. It could be… I don’t know. Perhaps even some of the first settlers of this land.
Nyxxa Murkthorn says: Well if you get some answers, you’ll have to let me know.
Rak’Symma had seen similar standing stones on the Broken Isles on the borders of elven lands. Sol was able to assess the stone definitely predated any of the villages around the area, and it seemed to definitely have some sort of religious importance. As Arthak brushed his hand on the stone, he heard the sound of water. He believed more water was in the chamber a long time ago. The chamber may have once been a larger reservoir a very long time ago.
Zar’Kaa, meanwhile, was watching Theryn and Kel’danath. However, he couldn’t get a solid reading on their surface level thoughts, largely because it appeared they were no longer particularly intelligent. Theryn, however, likely had no surface thoughts anyway. Kel’danath only seemed to be worried about Theryn, his spellstone, and mana. Theryn eventually went and sat in one of the pools, and Kel’danath started to wander a bit, but always went back to check on Theryn. Thalyssa erected an [Alarm] spell, but it didn’t seem the withered had any desire to leave. She then went to pour over Kel’danath’s notes. Nyxxa and Sol accompanied her to help.
A lot of them appeared to be various methods Kel’danath attempted to communicate with the withered. He had tried telepathy, sending spells, messages, or anything of the like. The page Nyxxa was looking over referenced something called oneiromancy, specifically the magic of sleep and dreams. He had apparently tried to communicate with them via dreams, but the attempt ended up being dangerous and did not work well. It was all dangerous and chaotic, and having Theryn be a messenger into his dream nearly cost him his life.
However, there were bits and pieces of oneiromancy that were used by the highborne that he had been trying to adapt to be used to interpret a messenger’s dreams. It was clear to him that some echo of the withered’s memories remained, but their mental synapses had been damaged. He had wondered if he could figure out the source of whatever Theryn had interacted with to give him clarity.
Sol mused they could maybe get the help of a green dragon, and Nyxxa agreed there was one on the island. Thalyssra was astounded they were friends with a green dragon, but Nyxxa clarified they weren’t friends, they just knew there was one present. Sol explained that green dragons had domain over the world of dreams, and Thalyssra was continually baffled by the revelations, but she was happy to explore any options they had, as it seemed that Kel’danath was on the right path. Nyxxa further explained that the kaldorei druids after the Sundering had delved further into the Emerald Dream, and they could possibly also help, as they had a standing invitation to speak with the druids on the island.
Thalyssra Dusklily says: I’ve never liked seeing Elisande banish people… but seeing how many withered populate these lands has shown me how monstrous it was. I don’t know if we can restore the lives taken from them, but if we can help them and let them enjoy some semblance of peace? Maybe that is penance for my sins.
Nyxxa Murkthorn says: I think if they can maybe come back in some way, it’s worth it. I know it must have been difficult even considering defying a tyrant like that.
Thalyssra Dusklily says: Yes. It was.
Nyxxa put a hand on Thalyssra’s shoulder and it was clear the woman had a lot of complex feelings on the matter.
Sol'chi says: The best thing is to move forward with what you can. That’s what we’re doing. I would have loved to jab my thumb in the eye of the Legion a while ago, but we had some things to go through first.
Thalyssra Dusklily says: And perhaps it’s only realizing how complacent we have grown will allow us to make lasting change.
Nyxxa Murkthorn says: Don’t take what was done lightly, but don’t be too hard on yourself either.
Thalyssra nodded.
Thalyssra Dusklily says: I appreciate it. Perhaps I’ll put my emotions to paper after I write a… missive to a dragon?
Nyxxa Murkthorn says: I have a more personal question.
Thalyssra Dusklily says: Of course.
Nyxxa Murkthorn says: The lily? Was that chosen because of your name, or because of a more clandestine reason?
Thalyssra Dusklily says: Both. Dusklily was my family’s surname for generations. It is convenient, I suppose, that my name and favorite flower have such a poignant symbolic meaning given the circumstances we are now in.
Nyxxa Murkthorn says: So I did remember the meaning right!
Thalyssra Dusklily says: You remembered it?
Nyxxa Murkthorn says: My ex was particularly interested in such symbology… I have a bit of interest in that. But my memory is a bit scattered. The meanings seem to have changed when it comes to the high elves like Magistrix Goldensword.
Thalyssra Dusklily says: I’m certain the meanings have changed. But dusk lilies represent various things.
She explained lighter shades were royalty, elegance, spirituality, while darker shades were new beginnings. Nyxxa said it was fitting for a lily to lead those changes then. Nyxxa asked Thalyssra if she could go over her notes when they had more time, and Thalyssra said she was happy to do so.
Nyxxa went to collect Zar’Kaa after their next plans were decided and Velameestra mentioned she had a couple theories to present about the curse of Nar’thalas, as that was their next step.
She approached the troll with some papers in hand and explained they were going over Kel’danath’s notes, and she wanted to ensure their findings got back to him. Zar’Kaa nodded and took the notes to look over. He was intrigued by the dream approach, and Nyxxa explained they had decided to try and speak with the druids and the green dragon that they knew had reconvened with them.
Nyxxa Murkthorn says: This is a topic that a lot of us are interested in, one way or another.
Zar'Kaa says: Yeah. It’s interesting. I didn’t think much of these withered when we first encountered them, but I don’t know… it’s like whenever I think about them, it’s like something gets stirred up in me. I don’t know how to describe it.
Nyxxa Murkthorn says: How might you best describe it then?
Zar’Kaa tapped his fingers together, clearly trying to focus.
Zar'Kaa says: Back home… there were a lot of times I’d need to address some sort of ailment or sickness. When we would travel around, those things could spread quickly. I knew what could happen if I didn’t act with haste or if I screwed up. People could get seriously ill or die. Since we were nomadic for a while, we couldn’t just pop up and ask for help. We were on our own. So I guess I developed a drive to try and mend those wounds and fulfill that need. I don’t know… it’s like the withered are a bunch of wounds. I don’t know. I think that’s the best way I can describe it.
Nyxxa Murkthorn says: Do you want to help them? Is that essentially it?
Zar'Kaa says: Yeah, I guess so. It wasn’t at first. I was considering how they might be used as part of some battle strategy, but with what we learned recently… that’s not how I’m thinking now.
Nyxxa Murkthorn says: I’m glad to hear that. You mentioned it to Illysanna, so… I was curious if your thoughts had changed now that we interfaced with them more personally. I admit, while I had sympathy for them, my feelings have intensified given recent information. It’s awful what happened, and I want to do what I can to help. If there’s something we can do that connects to similar ailments, then I want to help with that too.
Zar’Kaa gave her a knowing look.
Nyxxa Murkthorn says: Illysanna did say it’s also my job to help.
Zar'Kaa says: Well, job or in your nature. But no, I’ve been thinking about that too. It’s hard not to see the connection between the two forces of ill. They’re unique, but they’re just so similar.
Nyxxa Murkthorn says: perhaps something in the nature of what they’re inflicting. But I was informed, in the case of the Red Mist, that is a curse rather than what is happening to the withered. It’s interesting the state is similar, but curious in its own right.
Zar'Kaa says: Yeah. But maybe that’s the point. The curse is supposed to focus as a deficit. It takes away what the afflicted need the most. It takes away, just as for the withered the arcwine was taken away.
Nyxxa Murkthorn says: The sin’dorei have researched that. They already know such is the case. They’ve done a lot of research, and I know you are… hesitant for reasons. But if you would like, I can be an intermediary in speaking to one of those people heading that research.
Zar'Kaa says: You mean Velameestra.
Nyxxa nodded.
Nyxxa Murkthorn says: They’ve learned a lot already, it would be helpful for you to compare notes. But certain conversations need to happen first.
Zar’Kaa looked at Kel’danath and Theryn as he collected his thoughts.
Zar'Kaa says: Is this about furthering our cause, or this about you trying to get me to make amends.
Nyxxa Murkthorn says: This is about doing what needs to be done. You don’t have to forgive her, but this is also something that affects her and the people she cares about too. And this is neutral territory.
Zar'Kaa says: I take your point. And I frankly don’t have much to lose at this point. But I don’t even know what to say, Nyxxa. I have a hard enough time wrapping my head around the concept that someone of her nature is even a person. I don’t know how to go from that to… I don’t know, finding some middle ground.
Nyxxa Murkthorn says: That’s why I offered being an intermediary.
Zar'Kaa says: Okay. I mean. Me trying to do it on my own thus far hasn’t gone well, to say the least.
Nyxxa Murkthorn says: Even as things are, there are always exceptions. While I do understand what she did hurt you. But being what I am… I believe her when it was said her nature was not hidden out of malice or ill intent. And frankly, from what she believed, she did everything she could to ensure the people that needed to know were informed. You were just left out of the loop.
Zar'Kaa says: Me and everyone else.
Nyxxa Murkthorn says: People knew, and they told her it would be fine. I understand the mistrust, and for what it’s worth, I don’t think she’s capable of telling a convincing lie. I trust her. But at the end of the day, intentions don’t matter when feelings get hurt. However, it’s better to not assume someone did something because of the worst possible reason. It’s hard to be something that I am… actually, on that note. You know how forward I was when we first met? About the things I have done? About what I was?
Zar’Kaa nodded.
Nyxxa Murkthorn says: Because of what I am, I constantly need to do that. I fear if I leave a single thing out, that any ounce of goodwill I earned will be thrown out the window. One mistake erases it all. Do you think that’s fair?
Zar'Kaa says: My instinct is to say no. I prefer to judge based on action, or at least… maybe I’m just speaking on how I wish people would judge me.
Nyxxa Murkthorn says: Then perhaps think about how that may feel for someone like her. Because of what she did. Because she left something out and informed other people and was informed it would be fine. Does that seem malicious to you?
Zar'Kaa says: …No. But.
Nyxxa Murkthorn says: it still hurt.
Zar'Kaa says: I should have known. Everyone should have known. From what you told me about your people, Nyxxa, it is kind of like… and I mean no offense when I say this… inviting a satyr into a circle of night elves without them knowing.
Nyxxa Murkthorn says: Or bringing a satyr into a village of tauren without most of them knowing.
Zar'Kaa says: My point is that… it’s not about whether I thought she had ill intent. I didn’t care. I didn’t appreciate being deceived. And I didn’t appreciate one of my friends lended to that deception.
Nyxxa Murkthorn says: I understand, though to me, it seems like if someone made a mistake there, it was not her. It was the others.
Zar'Kaa says: And me?
He gave Nyxxa an incredulous look.
Nyxxa Murkthorn says: I’m not sure. But from what I’ve heard of both sides… people you trusted kept you out of the loop, and that hurts. She was trusting them that it wasn’t a problem, but it was. If I’m to speak my personal thoughts on the matter, I feel as though you’re putting too much blame on her. You can take them with a grain of salt. But the only thing she did was exist.
Zar’Kaa shrugged.
Zar'Kaa says: I don’t know, Nyxxa, I don’t know what to say to that. I often find myself at this crossroad whenever I have a problem… I’m not allowed to have a problem, I’m not allowed to feel the way I do, then I’m the one expected to make amends. I don’t know. Maybe that’s my own curse. But it doesn’t mean I don’t feel tired when I think about that.
Nyxxa Murkthorn says: That makes sense, given what you’ve been through.
Zar’Kaa closed his eyes and exhaled.
Zar'Kaa says: I did promise my crew… and all of you… that I would do more. If you really think this is worthwhile, I’ll give it a try.
Nyxxa Murkthorn says: You don’t have to forgive. Just put it aside.
Zar'Kaa says: Yeah. Just, you know… break bread with an undead. That’s…
Nyxxa Murkthorn says: That’s literally what we’re going to be doing. That’s the goal with Farondis.
Zar'Kaa says: Fair enough.
Nyxxa Murkthorn says: But thank you for hearing me out. I’m sorry. I hear you, and I understand why this is difficult, and what I’m asking is difficult.
Zar'Kaa says: I’ve never had it easy, Nyxxa, so I’m used to it.
Nyxxa Murkthorn says: A lot of us have that in common. We do what we can, because we have to.
Zar'Kaa says: Yeah. I agree with you.
Nyxxa Murkthorn says: And we’re here to help each other through it, because it’s easier to get through it together.
Zar'Kaa says: Yeah, I guess that’s something else we can talk about. Even me being a part of the team. I’m used to operating solo, so even this is still new to me.
Nyxxa Murkthorn says: It takes time. But I feel we are, yet again, similar in that regard. I know everyone here has the best of intentions. Toe stepping is inevitable. It can be something hard to relearn if it’s been taken from you, but if you find yourself feeling like someone is doing or saying something that makes you feel like you don’t belong, talk to me or someone else, but it’s quite possible words may be misinterpreted. That’s happened a lot lately.
Zar’Kaa gave a silent nod of agreement.
Nyxxa Murkthorn says: Velameestra’s going to talk about her theories on the curse. You can come with, or you can observe and I’ll bring it to you later.
Zar'Kaa says: I’ll come. These two are just going to run in circles, I don’t think there’s much more to see.
They started to head back towards the group and Zar’Kaa gave Nyxxa a pat on the back. Nyxxa smiled at him and wagged her tail.
The group gathered together to talk about the curse and Velameestra’s theories regarding it as they were planning on heading to Nar’thalas the next day. She explained that she wanted to preface her theories with an understanding that she was coming forward with a lot of theoreticals as she had not seen Nar’thalas directly, but they were ultimately musings based on further analysis of the wording of the curse, but she wanted to break down what hypotheses she had come to.
The matter of the souls mentioned in the curse seemed to be direct nods to Captain Moonfang, otherwise known as Vaerux—whose fulfillment of the resolution of the curse likely was made more difficult by the fact he became a satyr—Delas and Daleera as the two souls spared, and the two souls bound seemed to reference Captain Moonfang in becoming a satyr, and Farondis, who was tied to the tragedy of his city by Captain Moonfang’s actions.
Vel then asked for clarification that the hatred the ghosts had for Farondis was uncharacteristic of the situation in life. Nyxxa and Thalyssra both confirmed that he had previously been quite beloved.
Vel said that it was possible the emotions of the dead were therefore twisted to be directed at Farondis as they were convinced he was somehow at fault, which in turn would then trap Farondis in an unlife of failure where he would then be tormented by the perception he had failed his people in every possible way. It created a cycle that would keep both groups trapped.
The simulacrum explained that it was her hypothesis that the resolution of the curse was one of genuine forgiveness and accountability, but it was set up in a way where Captain Moonfang and Farondis would not be able to ever pursue it: Captain Moonfang because he became a satyr, and Farondis because he was trapped in his state of undeath. It was theoretically possible that a similar situation to the curse’s conception would need to be set up, where again a selfless soul would need to be selfishly sacrificed. However, with the nature of curses there was a lot of open-endedness to such a thing, but she believed two things could be assumed about it given who had created the curse in the first place: the means to break it would be stacked against those that would want to, and it would involve a cost that wouldn’t easily be paid.
Thalyssa agreed that, given it was enacted by Xavius, that sounded correct. Nyxxa’s hand had raised over her mouth at the explanation, as the entire notion of the situation sounded completely awful. Vel acknowledged everything she was saying was a hypothesis, and she could entirely be wrong, but it was the scenario she had managed to assess from some of her prior experiences. Nyxxa said it sounded right, as much as she hated to believe it might be.
Zar’Kaa suggested that finding the origin of the cyclical nature of the undead was the means to breaking Farondis out of his stupor, and Vel clarified that it seemed the curse was more of sacrifice and forgiveness, and Nyxxa grew concerned that Vaerux wouldn’t even be able to play a part in it given she had consumed him.
Vel launched into a separate explanation about the metaphorical nature of curses that technically she and Zar’Kaa had dealt with concerning the troll Zalazane, as the key to undoing his hex was his mind, body, and soul, but they had been able to use different less literal representations as appropriate stand ins: namely, a weapon Zalazane had enchanted as his mind, and the presence of the first-born son of Zalazane’s blood brother as his body, while his soul was literally his manifested presence. If Captain Moonfang was still able to communicate in some manner, it didn’t necessarily preclude him from being able to aid in some capacity.
Zar’Kaa said they weren’t dealing with a malicious spirit like Zalazane, Farondis wanted to right a wrong. Vel said that the curse in question was ultimately undoing the maliciousness of Xavius, not Farondis. Farondis was a victim, and a core aspect was likely figuring out how to switch the narrative of the people that were trapped in Nar’thalas.
Nyxxa said that Fallen was adept at curse breaking and she could likely have some insights as well. She also gave up her soul to Azshara, though she was remiss to talk about it.
Vel acknowledged that the situation involving that matter could be invaluable in uncovering further clues. Nyxxa suggested it was wise to seek out Fallen first then, and Altruis provided that, from there, they could try to seek out Prince Farondis.
Zar'Kaa says: If I’m understanding correctly we need to understand his own internal narrative to try and reshape it.
Velameestra Windrunner says: And potentially find concrete evidence to perhaps disprove that narrative or provide an alternative. The cyclical nature of spirits… it is something that is difficult to truly break as it is what functionally keeps them tied to the material realm.
Nyxxa asked if Vel thought the spirits were aware any time had passed, and Vel said that, while they’d have to look at the situation to know for sure, if they were reliving the war it was likely they were probably locked in whatever time period they died in. Nyxxa said she had the idea they could approach disguised as people that were alive back during the war, or at least people that answered to them, and Vel agreed it could work well as spirits frequently had a strong tie to things that represented their lives. At minimum, it could cause the spirits to lower their guards, but in the best case the spirits could be willing to share insights they would not otherwise have spoken of.
Thalyssra suggested Altruis would likely be mistaken for Jarod, as he was a member of Duskwatch back then. Vel added that the genuine bloodline tie could further strengthen such an illusion. Thalyssra made an aside to inquire if Jarod was still alive, and she was delighted to hear that he was. Thalyssra then mused that, if the satyr they were going to meet was a former denizen of Nar’thalas, she could also likely help them get an audience with Farondis if she was willing to help.
Vel said that the important thing at the core was likely to ensure they didn’t disrupt the illusion of the haunting, as it was hard to say what ripple effects that would have. Zar’Kaa asked for clarification if she meant that could cause more ghosts to arise in the area, and Vel specified it was more a ghost realizing they were dead could have traumatic repercussions. Zar’Kaa mused that not all ghosts had the self-awareness that Zalazane did, and Vel replied that Zalazane had ultimately been a lich, so he was a different sort of entity entirely.
Sol asked about the relationship Nar’thalas had with tauren, as he was trying to sort out what disguise he could use, and Thalyssra said that tauren were ultimately a curiosity during the period before Nar’thalas’s destruction. So there really wasn’t much of a relationship, even though eventually the Resistance went on to ally with them. However, it seemed that, based on initial assessments, the full thoroughness of the illusion did not really matter if Sol was worried about his hooves and tail.
As the talk progressed to talking about those that were alive during the war they would likely be mistaken for, Arthak abruptly left, apparently having dealing with some feelings about Broxigar being the one he’d have the connection to, and how that would manifest.
Levia brought out her scrying sensor so she could try to scry Fallen, and they saw her walking back from the city with a pouch full of herbs and leaves. It was snowing, and she looked like a miserable dog stuck in a storm. She sneezed and looked back at the city before she continued walking up the hill.
She got to the crest of the hill and she cast [Tiny Hut]. She was surrounded by trees. Levia opted to take the next half hour scrying locations that were incrementally further away so they could access an area that was not in the midst of Fallen’s camp. Vel watched her and just chuffed at the ridiculousness, and Levia countered Vel laughed, so she knew it was working.
Nethrandamus returned with a dead crocolisk he had hunted, and Zar’Kaa set about cooking it up. Thalyssra didn’t handle the spice of the crocolisk well even though she thought it was good, and she promptly started to drink water. Vel told her not to do that, and Thalyssra realized the water was making the spice worse, so Zar’Kaa gave her some herbal leaves to chew on instead. Sol opted to cook up a fish that Vel had killed for her own meal for Thalyssra to eat.
Sol and Nyxxa brought Arthak some food and asked if he was going to be alright because he had just abruptly left from the curse discussion. They had found him back at the cavern with the withered. Arthak thanked them for the food, as he had meant to get something later.
They asked if Arthak was going to be okay with the situation at Nar’thalas given the only orc the elves would have experienced was Broxigar.
Arthak Saurfang says: whether I’m okay with it or not is irrelevant. But I’ll make it work.
Nyxxa Murkthorn says: If it gets to be a lot, let us know. It’s a big ask, and not something we’re asking you to do lightly.
Arthak Saurfang says: It’s not asking, Nyxxa. This is the task ahead of us, so I will do it. But I appreciate your concern.
Nyxxa Murkthorn says: I want to take this very seriously. We’re here.
Sol'chi says: When we’re addressing you… to keep the immersion of their world, we’re probably going to need to call you Broxigar. Are you okay with that?
Arthak Saurfang says: If I have to be Broxigar, I will find a way to be Broxigar.
Sol expressed that he hoped they could get the situation done with quickly, and Nyxxa said she could take the lead. Arthak said that his relation with Broxigar was going to come up on the Broken Isles regardless, and Nyxxa told him that they loved him and just wanted to ensure he was okay.
They decided to stay with Arthak for a bit, and Sol mused about his disguise. He suggested a tauren, or a night elf… or the son of Broxigar, Arthak Saurfang. He then turned into a smaller Arthak. Nyxxa lightly punched Sol.
Sol'chi says: Okay, yeah, that was probably too far.
Arthak shoved him into the water.
Arthak Saurfang says: Arthak, the son of Broxigar, sinks.
Up above, Altruis approached Rak’Symma and handed her a small pouch. He said he had found them outside for her in case she got peckish. Neth had noticed she didn’t eat a lot at supper and got worried, so Altruis opted to get her some lighter fare in case she wasn’t used to the food. He also handed her a fresh water skin.
Rak'Symma says: Oh…
Rak’Symmaa took the pouch and waterskin but shook her head.
Rak'Symma says: It’s not…
She shook her head again.
Rak'Symma says: That’s very kind of you, thank you.
Altruis Shadowsong says: I know it might be something else. I think it would make Neth feel good if you tried to eat those, though. I know it’s hard sometimes, but you have to take care of yourself.
Rak'Symma says: I promise I do. It’s… I know how to listen when I am hungry, it’s just difficult to eat when I have no appetite. But I don’t want to worry Neth.
Altruis Shadowsong says: I don’t think any of us want to. It can be hard. But I just want to help you feel as good as you can. I know you’re under a lot of stress, and I know it’s not my job, but I still want to make sure you’re alright. And I have a feeling I’m not the only one.
Rak'Symma says: No, I normally have someone else to remind me to eat.
Altruis Shadowsong says: In the meantime, I’d be glad to help you out. I have no doubt that you eat when you remember, but I know how easy it can be to forget.
Rak'Symma says: It’s getting easier every day, but that doesn’t make everything easier.
Altruis offered a sincere smile with profound sadness behind it.
Rak'Symma says: It’s reassuring to know people care.
Altruis Shadowsong says: If there’s one thing I’ve learned about this group, it’s that’ll always be the case.
Rak'Symma says: I had almost forgotten people care about me and my well being. So thank you for reminding me.
Altruis Shadowsong says: Anytime. Sleep well, Rak’Symma.
Rak’Symma opened the pouch when Altruis was gone, and inside was a collection of seeds and berries, though some of them appeared to have been from Highmountain. Rak’Symma wandered over to Neth and sat next to him to make a show of eating the goodies. Neth smiled at her.
Nethrandamus says: Can I try one?
Rak’Symma suggested some for him to try.
As Nyxxa returned from sitting with Arthak and appeared to be looking for Altruis, Rak’Symma approached her. She looked around, but then smiled at Nyxxa. She explained that she didn’t craft things like Nyxxa did, but she still made something for her.
Nyxxa flicked her tail curiously, and Rak’Symma said she wanted to give it to her in private, and they ducked into a cleared domicile. She explained it was related to the talk they had before, and she wasn’t sure if it would do her any good, but it had been on her mind for the last day.
Rak'Symma says: Bear with me… private audiences are suddenly more daunting.
Nyxxa Murkthorn says: Don’t worry. Besides, Nisha isn’t here.
Rak’Symma turned around so she could at least not watch Nyxxa’s expression, but she started to sing a song to her.
Lost and on your own
Forgetting precious memories
Somewhere far from home
Still, She smiles for you
Gaze up to the sky
Or in still waters, shimmering
Be not afraid to cry
Still, She smiles for you
Still, She smiles
Though far-flung, high
Against a canvas filled with stars
Wait a while
To heal takes time
Just wait for nightfall
She’ll be waiting here for you
Every night, She shines for you
Walk your hollow road
You are broken, beaten, waned
Bearing a heavy load
Still, She smiles for you
Echoes of your wailing
The path is shattered, hard to find
Lost, attempts and failings
Still, She smiles for you
Still, She smiles
Though far-flung, high
Against a canvas filled with stars
Wait a while
To heal takes time
Just wait for nightfall
She’ll be waiting here for you
Every night, She shines for you
Bright, the day’s not over
As the twilight fades to night
Wait and listen closer
Still, She smiles for you
Dance beneath the moonlight
Celebrate your battles won
Everything is alright
See, how She smiles for you
Still, She smiles
Bright for you
In the moonlight
In the Twilight
Under starlight
She smiles for you.
Still, She smiles
Though far-flung, high
Against a canvas filled with stars
Wait a while
To heal takes time
Just wait for nightfall
She’ll be waiting here for you
Every night, She shines for you
Nyxxa covered her mouth and started to tear up. She then started to cry audibly as the song continued. Rak’Symma turned around apologetically as she finished the song, but Nyxxa assured her it was beautiful.
Nyxxa Murkthorn says: And you say you’re not an artisan. I love it. Thank you. May I give you a hug?
Rak’Symma’s feathers bristled.
Nyxxa Murkthorn says: It’s fine if not…
Rak'Symma says: Well… I did make you cry. I suppose it’s only appropriate.
Nyxxa Murkthorn says: It’s good tears. I was moved. I’ll make it quick.
Nyxxa gave Rak’Symma a quick, light hug.
Nyxxa Murkthorn says: You have quite the talent for song.
Rak'Symma says: Sometimes I feel like it’s the only way they hear us.
Nyxxa Murkthorn says: I wouldn’t be surprised. It’s how birds communicate too, after all.
Rak'Symma says: I just want you to know I appreciate the help and support you’ve given me, and I am here to help you however I can.
Nyxxa Murkthorn says: I don’t know the whole story, but I get the sense we have had similar struggles. What lies before you now is something I once had to face. I want to be there for people in the way people were there for me. It’s easier when people don’t have to walk alone.
Rak'Symma says: It’s easy to forget what it’s like to have people who care for you when they’ve never left… and you’re the one that pushes them away. I suppose I wrote this so that you also know you’re never truly alone.
Nyxxa Murkthorn says: I know. Sometimes it’s hard to convince the mind of that, but I know, and to have people remind me makes it so much easier. I’m more likely to listen to them than myself! I’m grateful. If your mind and heart struggle to accept such things, then perhaps it may be easier to listen to others. That’s what I’ve learned, at least.
Rak’Symma offered a sad smile.
Rak'Symma says: It can still feel right to hear it from other people.
Nyxxa Murkthorn says: Voices are stronger in a chorus. But you have a mighty voice of your own. I believe in you. You are kind too.
Rak’Symma nodded.
Rak'Symma says: I do not wish to keep you. I’m sure Altruis is waiting for you.
Nyxxa Murkthorn says: He is kind himself, isn’t he?
Rak’Symma looked at the little pouch on top of her big pouch.
Nyxxa Murkthorn says: If I never met him, I fear I’d be a much different person.
Rak'Symma says: If I had never met you, I fear I’d be dead.
Nyxxa said she was glad they found her, and she was glad Rak’Symma was there as a friend. Rak’Symma tried a hug in return, and wrapped her wings around Nyxxa.
That evening, Thalyssra approached Arthak. She said she had gotten curious after Arthak disappeared during the curse conversation. She sat down next to him, and Arthak apologized as it was rude.
Thalyssra Dusklily says: I understand there are complex feelings.
Arthak Saurfang says: Briefly, I was not entirely honest when I asked about Broxigar the Red. I’m aware of him. Quite aware of him. He is my father. Was. Magic.
Thalyssra Dusklily says: Curious. Elisande is an established chronomancer… I’m certain she would have better answers about how someone appeared in a different time.
Arthak Saurfang says: And on a different world. I might have some questions for this Elisande.
Thalyssra Dusklily says: I don’t know if she’d be willing to answer them.
Arthak Saurfang says: I can be persuasive. That sounded… I sincerely mean I can be persuasive, that was not a threat.
Thalyssra chuckled and produced parchment.
Thalyssra Dusklily says: I found this near the arcan’dor. It’s quite talented, the prose that went into this. You wouldn’t know the author, would you?
Arthak Saurfang says: …Thank you.
Thalyssra Dusklily says: I’m a poet myself. Imagine my surprise when I encountered a new one in these ruins.
Arthak Saurfang says: I find it to be a useful tool. It helps me with… meaning. It helps me understand things by what they mean, versus what they are.
Thalyssra Dusklily says: Well put. You have a gift for it. Perhaps once the city is safe again, I might invite you to one of the contests. I have a feeling you might take enjoyment in them.
Arthak Saurfang says: You have contests with poetry?
Thalyssra Dusklily says: Frequently. I’ve won a fair deal of them myself.
Arthak Saurfang says: what a strange thing to compete with.
Thalyssra Dusklily says: It is as much to compete as it is to share.
Arthak Saurfang says: Sharing makes sense. Hmph. That could be interesting.
Thalyssra Dusklily says: We have to expunge your elder and mine from the city before that can happen, so no need to fret about it for the time being.
Arthak Saurfang says: I don’t fret. But… that reminds me. I might have ettins for us.
Thalyssra Dusklily says: So I heard! I suppose stranger times and stranger bedfellows have been had than giants.
Arthak Saurfang says: People. It’s easy to perceive an obstacle or a threat as monsters, but no more than the withered. I have two ideas for how we might proceed, depending on how things play out and what people are willing to do. One, should my plan work, however many local ettins are willing to unify under one banner come with us to the Horde. The other option, which I like more, is that they help you claim your city and right the wrongs that you and your people have done there, and maybe they find a place for themselves as part of Suramar.
Thalyssra Dusklily says: That is… certainly a… an idea I’ve never considered, I can say with full clarity. There are a great many steps that would need to take place before that happened, and if it is indeed possible, I would be willing to entertain it, but I cannot make promises.
Arthak Saurfang says: I don’t ask for them.
Thalyssra Dusklily says: At the very least, I can speak for everyone when I say both out peoples could benefit from less things trying to kill them.
Arthak Saurfang says: That is a start.
Thalyssra Dusklily says: Indeed it is.
Arthak Saurfang says: You’re already trying to change one thing that has stayed the same for 10,000 years, what’s one more?
Thalyssra Dusklily says: Fair point.
Arthak Saurfang says: Imagine what poetry they may have.
Thalyssra started to laugh.
Thalyssra Dusklily says: Many would pay good coin to see that. We’ll have to see what the days that follow bring.
Arthak Saurfang says: It never stops. We’re going to win, and it’s not going to stop.
Thalyssra Dusklily says: Not likely, not until we do.
Arthak Saurfang says: From what I’ve been told, your people don’t until something makes you stop.
Thalyssra Dusklily says: The Nightwell doesn’t give us immortality, just exceptionally longer lives than we had. But I don’t know what will happen in the end. I don’t know if the Nightwell will survive this.
Arthak Saurfang says: Should it?
Thalyssra Dusklily says: I don’t know. It’s been the architect of so much suffering. It liberated us, but so too has it chained us. The withered would have never existed without it.
Arthak Saurfang says: I know what that’s like. To be given power and have your entire people shaped by that power. It seems to free you at first.
Thalyssra Dusklily says: Until you realize it is simply a different form of binding.
Arthak Saurfang says: Chains take many forms.
Thalyssra Dusklily says: That they do. Well I, for one, am going to have to chain myself to a diurnal sleep schedule. So I should try to get some rest. At the very least, I can heal from my injuries quicker so I feel like I’m doing something around here. But thank you for the chat, Arthak. Do you want this back?
She held out the poem.
Arthak Saurfang says: No, keep it. You picked it up. So it’s yours.
Thalyssra Dusklily says: I appreciate the gift. Thank you, Arthak.
Thalyssra got to her feet, but Arthak asked one last question.
Arthak Saurfang says: if I am being frankly honest, it’s a question I dwell upon. Two I guess. Do you believe in forgiveness? And do you think you deserve it? Or could ever?
Thalyssra Dusklily says: I believe that everyone has the opportunity to be forgiven, but I believe it requires two things. Firstly, for those whom have been wronged to be willing to forgive, and the second for that who did the wrong to have the desire to seek forgiveness. But both those things are not permanent. They can be created or rescinded. Thus is the nature of people. As for whether I deserve it, I hope that through my actions, through freeing our people from making the same mistakes as the highborne of eld, I hope they can buy my forgiveness. But if they do not, then I simply hope I can equip Suramar with what it needs to not become a new Zin-Azshari. We cannot hide behind a shield any longer. I hope I’m here to see what comes next, but I hope if I can forgive myself, I can be worthy of the forgiveness of those I wronged. It’s not the best answer, but it is what I have.
Arthak Saurfang says: There are no good ones. It’s why it’s a good question. But a respectable answer.
Thalyssra nodded and headed off.
She passed by Zar’Kaa, who was still watching the withered, and she overheard him asking if they still wanted or yearned or dream, because he did, but he didn’t have many to talk about it. The nice thing about the withered was that they didn’t say anything in return, but he wanted to know what they would say.
Thalyssra Dusklily says: I imagine that you’re going to have a big day tomorrow too. You should get some rest as well.
Zar'Kaa says: Oh. Hi. Hm. I don’t need a lot of sleep.
Thalyssra Dusklily says: Everyone needs rest, regardless of how little you think you can operate with.
Zar'Kaa says: I can certainly keep trying. The magic I can use, disguising myself. You can tell it’s not arcane, I’m sure.
Thalyssra Dusklily says: I’m hardly an expert, but I don’t think you’ll find the answer watching these two. I’m not here to pester you to find rest, but we have a long road.
Zar'Kaa says: I’ve been thinking about how to create safe passage out of Suramar. I’ve been thinking about how that gets us to the endgame on the Broken Isles. And then after that? I’m still new to a lot of this.
He tugged on one of his braids.
Zar'Kaa says: I ran into the Horde for a reason, and I’m here for a reason, but I guess I’m afraid I might be wrong. And one day I’ll be relegated to the same purpose as our friends here.
He gestured to Kel’danath and Theryn.
Thalyssra Dusklily says: What do you mean?
Zar'Kaa says: It’s too much to explain in one night, but I wanted to be someone important and to do something that matters. I thought that meant being a hero. Their champion. Just recently a bunch of them told me what they thought of that goal. And if I can’t be that, then who can I be?
Thalyssra Dusklily says: I’m confused. You say you fear… becoming someone like them?
She gestured to the withered.
Thalyssra Dusklily says: And yet… it is by Kel’danath’s research that we may be able to find a way out, and through what Theryn encountered we can save so many. I can only imagine what he found. They are the catalysts of so much, I can already feel it. We don’t choose if we are important, Zar’Kaa. That’s not how it works. We can only strive for what we can do. But you all saved my life, and that makes you all quite important to me. There are many ways to fall. I’ve learned this acutely. A fall can kill you. A fall from ten fit can be the last thing that happens to you, yet if you know how to land, you can be left with only a broken bone, if that. Sometimes failure can be a better teacher than success. And that lesson in itself is hard to learn. Trust me.
Zar'Kaa says: What was the failure you remember the most?
Thalyssra Dusklily says: Well. I can keep us up all night. From not stopping Elisande. Selling our soul to the Legion. Not being able to see the evidence.
Zar’Kaa furrowed his brow.
Zar'Kaa says: That wasn’t just on you, was it?
Thalyssra Dusklily says: No. It wasn’t. But it was my idea. I was the first one to recommend us take the stand. In failing them, I failed everyone who lost their lives, and now all the lives lost in Suramar are mine to make amends for. It’s not a burden I take unwillingly.
Zar'Kaa says: This might sound like a dumb comment, but I like the way you explain things.
Thalyssra Dusklily says: Thank you. I pride myself on being able to translate more than just language. When I can, at least.
Zar'Kaa says: You’re the poet, not me. But what you’re saying makes sense. I haven’t had much choice in what burdens I take on. But I dunno, maybe that in itself is just me looking at it the wrong way.
Thalyssra Dusklily says: We may not choose the burdens we’re given, but we choose to carry them.
Zar’Kaa tugged at his braid.
Zar'Kaa says: Hm. I guess a lot of this has been unaddressed. I wish I weren’t reconciling with this in the middle of a war, but here we are.
Thalyssra Dusklily says: We have to fight a great many battles. Not all of them are against foes we can see. But all that being said, I should get some rest. I need to switch over to a diurnal sleep schedule. And if I don’t, I’ll be burdening you with my injuries.
Zar'Kaa says: And then I need to concoct a remedy, and that’s so hard for me!
He offered a smart-ass smile.
Zar'Kaa says: But I’ll hang out with our friends here a bit longer. Thanks for talking with me. And for what it means, Thalyssra, I’m happy to carry the burden of your people as well, Thalyssra, and you.
Thalyssra Dusklily says: Well, maybe see the city first. But the sentiment is appreciated. Get some rest.